A Body

For the 3rd time I had to sit my children down and tell them that we had lost another baby.

I prayed for inspiration and help.

I came across this video on the Mormon Channel.

 

 

We watched the video and then talked about how amazing our body's are and how

they are prefect for getting us threw this life, for this mortal period.

Then we talked about how sometimes someone is so pure, they only need a body for a short time.

For the 3rd time we talked about this, for the 3rd time I had to tell them we lost a baby. This is one area that doesn't get easier with practice.  So hard.  I am so grateful to have a knowledge of the gospel, to feel the spirit in my home.  To know that I have a Father in Heaven and that my Savior truly did atone for man kind.   I am grateful that I felt this little man so strongly before he was taken from this earth. You will be missed little one.

 

Justin told my kids this quote by Joseph Smith.

 

"The Lord takes many away even in infancy, that they may escape the envy of man and the sorrows and evils of this present world, they were too pure, too lovely, to live on this earth; therefore, if rightly considered instead of morning we have reason to rejoice as they are delivered from evil, and we shall have them again… the only difference between the old and the young dying is one lives longer in heaven and eternal light and glory than the other and is freed a little sooner form this miserable wicked world”

 

I will see you again and hold you someday.

Send love to your siblings and remember to tell Levi happy birthday in February.

 

 

 

Sneak Peak

Here is just a sneak peak into the craziness that

happens to be my life at the moment.

Enter at your own risk!!!!

Sneak peak at Milo and his little sister's bedding.

With the help from Megan, we appliqued these cute owls on

some dang cute fabric. They are now visiting Grandma Thompson

who is kindly quilting and binding them for me.

I am now entering my 33 week of hell. I mean

gestation. My mind hurts when I think that a little blessing

from above will be joining us in 7 short weeks.

I have to be honest that it has taken me a long time to

warm up to this little baby girl and I am

not prepared at all. I have bought very little and what I did buy

took a lot of effort to convince myself that I am indeed pregnant and

I can't bring this child home naked. Now how ever I find myself getting excited

and I feel grateful to Heavenly Father for entrusting me with another

loving little spirit. Now if I only new who she was and what

I should call her????????? I have never gone this long without

a name, and if your around me at all you know how much this really and I

mean really bugs me. So if you leave a comment leave a name as well.

Last but not least, Milo and his hair.

My family (mom) thinks he needs a hair cut

that he looks like a little girl and that it is

high time that he looks like a little boy. I

hate the idea of cutting his locks but now

6 people have told me I have the cutest little girl and

how pretty she is and what a good little walker she is.

To which I say.

Um he is caring a ball, growling at a dinosaur and dressed like a boy!!!!

HE IS A BOY LADY!

Stay tuned for Milo's first haircut and me crying like a baby at

his first haircut.